February 2012
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Not everyone is going to love you the way you want them to, but that doesn’t mean that they don’t. You have to stop expecting too much and blaming other people for not being able to live up to that.
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My long letter for Dean is now printed and presentable. It consists of five paragraphs which is pretty damn long but I am hoping that he finds time to read every single thought I expressed there. Three more days ‘til our 30th monthsary!
It’s a thursday and thursdays mean more time with Dean! Cheers to that! This day was somewhat boring. Lessons and seatworks everywhere, ohdear. I am NOT enjoying school anymore. I spent time with him during dismissal. Nothing new, really.
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He chose me over basketball. I could never top that off.
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I’m still debating on whether or not I should try out for the Varsity chuchu. My friends are forcing me but I don’t want to. Dominique might get mad at me if I don’t but I really don’t think I’m good enough. I REALLY DON’T WANT TO BUT UGHHH WHY IS THIS SO HARD
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You will never know how two people feel about each other. You will never know everything about their relationship, that includes what they do and what they’ve been through. You will never be able to understand their feelings well enough. So before you start hating on other people’s relationships, think about this: If you were with someone, and people were hating on the two of you, how...
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No meat for today since it’s Ash Wednesday. I’ve still got that cross on my forehead unlike most of my school mates. \:D/
We’re six days away from our 30th monthsary and I’m feeling excited but at the same time, a little nervous. February 26 is a Sunday, and Sundays are not good. We have this thing that makes us fight about the smallest things whenever it’s Sunday, and I don’t want us to end up saying rude things to each other on our monthsary. Booooo.
And so little me spent the whole day feeling anxious about what could’ve and what might be. Hooo-ha.
I don’t know why some people love spreading rumors about someone else. I mean, what good do you get from talking shit about other people? Sometimes you have to shut up because gossiping won’t make people look up on you.
I miss Richard Kwon.
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Relationships are never easy. You have to be ready for whatever comes your way, and sometimes, you have to cry your heart out just to show your genuine feelings. People won’t always love you the way you want them to, and people having a big heart isn’t as common as you think it is.
Never enter a relationship when you aren’t ready for the pain. Relationships guarantee a lot of...
With Jelly
*looks at each other*
*say "something's fishy at the same time"*
Jelly: Anong sabi mo?
Me: Something's fishy.
J: Omg, parehas!
We're totally bestfriends!
Eight more days and it’s our 30th monthsary!! I don’t know why, but I’m so excited. I’ve never been like this since we reached our second anniversary. I wonder why.
Screw those quotes that say fights only prove how much you love each other because if you really did love that someone, you wouldn’t do anything to disappoint them. You should try to be better, to be what they want and at the same time, what they need because that’s what love is about. Love is never having to say you’re sorry.
Real bestfriends
Are the ones that are always there. You don’t need to talk to them every single day or be in the same group of friends but once you start talking to them, it’s endless hours of conversations. They’re the ones that knows you best and no matter how much you drift from them, they’re still your bestfriends.
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It was early in the morning and my friends and I were at the boutique, waiting. I was looking at whatever that was infront of me when someone stood beside me and nudged me. I looked, and he smiled and said hi. I rolled my eyes and looked away. After a few minutes, I glanced at the clock. 7:20 in the morning. We were late. I was complaining to my friend when he started laughing. I looked at him and...
amindofapessimist:
Is there anyone who’s not going to walk away from my life when I’ve loved them that much already? Is there anyone? Tell me.
I won’t. :’3
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“Because if we ever break up again—-“
“We won’t.” He interrupted. I stared at him because we both know that’s close to impossible. He didn’t look at me, but he stared at the floor.
“It won’t happen again.” And right after that, he placed his arms around me. ”You promise?” I stared again, waiting for answer. I...
I never thought dissection could be so much fun. I’m scared of blood and seeing internal organs and such but a while ago, I enjoyed what we did. I didn’t expect that though. I was so nervous yesterday because our teacher kept on warning those who were afraid of seeing blood. AHAHAHAHA. Science time went well, yay for that.
I don’t wanna be a selfish girlfriend so I might as well go with whatever you choose. I’ll try to be happy about it, but I don’t know if I can.
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My Valentine's in one post.
I was feeling super down today.
Wasn’t sure if I wanted to come to school or not
PE class was fun but tiring. But it was still fun so whatever.
Punchline of the day, “napaka-walang kwenta ng araw na ‘to.”
Was feeling terrible until lunch.
“Would you be my girlfriend again?” <3
Roses from two friends ☺
Cruz and Siri, ohmyy!
“Di na mauulit yun....
Something always brings me back to you.
I feel terrible. I’ve got a headache which is probably the result of walking in the rain a while ago. It’s not like I had any choice anyway. We’re going to have our P.E. Class tomorrow, and I have to attend class even if I feel like sleeping all day. Oh dear head, please stop aching.
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I remember kissing his cheek and saying goodbye. I remember smiling at Carissa and then running to her. I remember burying my face on her shoulders without giving her any warning. I remember my friends’ voices as they came to comfort me. I remember hugging Carissa tighter. I remember screaming the words, “I love him too much” with matching tears.
I remember how he gave up and...
I have to stop crying and waiting for things to turn around. I have to stop blaming myself because none of this is really my fault—- I just got hurt. I want to stop sulking, I want to stay positive. As much as I want him to stay, I have to respect his decision of letting go. Even if I wanted to, I couldn’t save this relationship because it was him who gave up.
There are those who come in our life to teach us lessons. Sometimes we have to accept the fact that they have to leave. They couldn’t stay, and they wouldn’t even if they were given the choice. We have to learn to stand up after every fall, because letting go is not the end of the world.
When I’m happy, something always makes me feel sad again. It’s tiring, really. Sometimes I’m scared of being happy because I don’t want anything to ruin my day. I just want a day of happiness. No worries. No dramas. Just happy thoughts with happy people. Is that too much?
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People leave. Nothing in this world is permanent. We have to accept that sometimes, people come in our lives to make us feel worthy of something, but we also have to accept that they will eventually leave. How we take that is up to us. Either we kill ourselves or waste our lives living in pure pessimism, or we move on and live our lives the way we want to.
I’ve learned that loving someone too much is never good. You end up feeling like everything’s unfair because the love you give out is never given back to you. I will change. For the better. I won’t love less, I’m just done showing it. If you don’t know how to appreciate my feelings for you, then that isn’t my problem anymore. Being the nice person sucks. People...
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I want someone who’ll always be there for me. I want someone who would understand my bitchy side and someone who would play around when I’m in the mood. I want someone who lives near, and comes by with chocolates and ice cream when I’m crying. I want someone who’ll visit me at anytime possible with just one call. I just want need someone I can trust.
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He picked her up and kissed her. She stared, and then he said, “I love you.” In that moment, she learned to trust in him. She learned to trust in herself, and his promises. For months she’s been hanging on to what had seemed nonexistent, and in that single moment, she knew what she was fighting for.
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And while I was staring at him, I thought to myself: This is the guy I’ve been in love with for more than two years. This is the guy I keep on coming back to. This is the guy I don’t ever want to let go off again, because I don’t have any more choice. But even if I do, I’d still stay. I’ve faced so many things for this guy, and I’ve got no regrets. This is what...
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Truth is, even the littlest things upset me. I’m disappointed in myself for being too sensitive about things, for jumping to conclusions, for demanding too much and for not realizing that he might get tired of that. I want to stop, to be more understanding… I want to change. For the better. Because being the sensitive-slash-demanding girlfriend won’t do us any good. And I hate...
My friends want me to join the staff of The Sword, our school news paper. Oh I would love to! It’s just that, I don’t think I’m good enough.